I mentioned in an earlier post that I did a hypnosis type of therapy
which helped me heal but changed me mentally in a way I didn't like. I
wouldn't recommend this type of therapy. But perhaps God led me there for a
reason. I was praying a lot toward the end when I felt like I was in over my
head and didn't know how far to take it. And God let me know when it was time
to stop. For some reason, though, it still left me with regret. I do
believe I gained some valuable information from this therapy. During the
sessions, I was able to remember many early childhood memories. Earlier and
earlier. 3 years old. 2 years, a baby, and it may not sound believable but I
remembered being born, the umbilical cord wrapped around my neck and struggling
to breathe for a bit until it was off. And the most important thing that
happened… was being
removed from my mother after birth and taken to another room. Probably the most
traumatic experience of my life, totally hidden until this. I see the
issues I've had in my life and can see how this separation stayed with me
subconsciously. Being removed from our mothers/families at birth and taken to
another room happened to probably almost everyone reading this. Maybe it had a
bigger effect on me than most. All God's plan...but I'd say that this was the root of many emotional issues, ones that made a big contribution to my getting MS. I certainly believe this event has the potential to cause
damage and would advise families of newborns to have the babies stay with them and get all clean up or whatever needs to be done without leaving.
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